God, do you exist?

God, do you really exist?

Jesus, Allah, Buddha, Krishna...

are you really there in people's hearts,

do you really control all what they say you do,

or am I misinterpreting the whole thing?

I have questions, doubts and more,

are they all fragments of my imagination

or do they come from segmented thoughts

all jumbled in a space, they call the mind,

or in my case, the heart.

Social Learning! is god there because of that?

Or is he or she embedded in people's hearts

even when they are floating in ambrosia.

Thousands of people pray, they worship god,

it is surely a humble experience.

But there is also the mindless bloodshed, bloody sacrifice,

and the horrendous bombings, all to 'appease' the gods, some say.

This is what taunts me, nags at me,

day in and day out.

Belief is a choice, or a compulsion for mankind,

but how far is that belief justified?

I am tormented by these thoughts,

the answer, well it plays hide and seek.

Will I ever know?

Will all this ever make sense to me?

I wonder out loud each day,whether I'd run out of time, and never know...